Darkling

A Journey Among Heroes in Search of Final Things.

darklingGeorge Brent is a soul in turmoil. Determined to avoid decrepitude he becomes obsessed with the idea of death. On a plane bound for London he reveals to a stranger-confidant a plan that is calculated and rational yet filled with poetic imagination. He becomes a knight-errant believing his death is the last remarkable thing that will happen to him.

Although he attempts to withdraw from things of love and affection, paradoxically, to carry out his plan he needs to rekindle his spirit. This he does with recourse to the wisdom of his heroes and the inspiration of a woman and a child.

Darkling is a confessional novella written in the style of the French absurdist author Albert Camus' The Fall and pays homage to the English explorer Sir Richard Burton, the French essayist Michel de Montaigne, the English poet John Keats, the German author Johann Wolfgang von Goethe and the Roman emperor Marcus Aurelius.

At the heart of Darkling are some of the big and small questions about dying – and living.

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What readers say

A Saucepan in the Sky has a lot more going for it than just a great title. Nicholls gets the child’s voice just right, no mean feat without getting mawkish.'

Marrickville Heritage Society Newsletter
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‘Some of the book was comfortably close to home for me: some uncomfortably so.’

Bookchat
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‘Nostalgic as well as immediate… and thoroughly engrossing.’

A.T. Glebe, NSW.
A Saucepan in the Sky

‘Details the mapping of a moral universe…a wry, humorous approach to living. ‘Uncle’ Stan is my all-time favourite character – a man with a unique worldview. I thoroughly recommend it.’

Sylvia Rosenblum, East Side Radio
A Saucepan in the Sky

‘An utterly readable account of a memorable ‘ordinary’ environment. Uncle Vic is a ‘funny bugger’ with a Conradian outlook. ‘Uncle’ Stan is wonderfully disreputable. A charming book…as tender a maternal portrait as you will ever read.’

Australian Book Review
A Saucepan in the Sky

‘Wanderlust talks about things that people think but do not say.’

M.B. Coogee, NSW
Wanderlust

‘Brian Nicholls creates an array of memorable characters. A lack of sentimentality is a strength of both McCourt’s (Angela’s Ashes) and Nicholls' memoir, but the national humour and idioms of A Saucepan in the Sky stand out as unmistakably Australian.’

Independent Scholars Association of Australia Review
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‘I laughed the whole afternoon as I read it. How delightful in this grim world to find such humour.’ 

P.W. Berwick, Vic.
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'The humour and the entertaining bits make one laugh out loud, but underlying this is the layer of pathos and longing. Hyperbole confronts understatement; sensitive and poetic passages of intense sympathy contrast with brutal reality.'

A.R. Applecross, WA
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'Many of us have memories of our own innocence abroad.'

E.B. Roseville, NSW
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‘I reluctantly read the last page and immediately wished for more.’

J. D. Paddington, NSW.
A Saucepan in the Sky

‘A classic. A lovely book.’ 

A.M. Canberra.
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'Highly entertaining.'

R.I Paddington, NSW
Wanderlust

‘It has everything: humour, pathos, history, laughter, tears.’ 

C. McG. Perth, WA.
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‘This is the first time in my long life that I have felt IMPELLED to convey to a writer my opinion of his/her work. I began reading A Saucepan in the Sky at 6 am and finished it at 11.30 am. Couldn’t put it down. Haven’t been able to do anything else since then except think about it and read extracts to my husband over tea and lunch breaks.’

J.W. Tumbarumba, NSW.
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‘I really liked the subtext as well as the story.’

K.S. Annandale, NSW
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‘Thank you for your story and your style.’

J.A. Greenwich, NSW.
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‘Had me in fits of laughter in the train en route to work.’

R.H. Wavell Heights, Qld.
A Saucepan in the Sky

‘A wonderful story beautifully told.’

D. B. Campbelltown, NSW.
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‘I liked the surprise of it, the feeling that anything could happen. There is a time in life when one enters any open door. I guess that’s how you grow up.’ 

R.W. Leura, NSW
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‘Simple experiences imbued with charm… dilemmas presented clearly in a way that should strike chords of recognition…this is worth reading’

Canberra Times
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'Philosophical but not academic. A good read. A tribute to women.'

S.A Glebe, NSW
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‘I really did enjoy it and – the mark of a good book – I definitely did not want it to end.’

D.R. Melbourne.
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‘Dry, witty, sad, funny and amazingly frank.’

E.M. Rozelle, NSW
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'The world that Nicholls evokes is vivid, full of laughter, triumph and tears.’

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'What a mixture! An awkward Aussie, a few screwball mates and four fascinating women. I don't think I've ever read a book before that so revealingly describes the influence a woman can have on a man - for better and for worse!'

J.P Murrumbeena, Vic
Wanderlust

‘Your book is an affirmation of something or other that is probably too big to put a label on.’

P.J. Paddington, NSW.
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‘Paints a vivid picture of a colourful extended family. A compelling tale.’

Sunday Age
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'I enjoyed A Saucepan in the Sky immensely – it stirred filed-away memories and refreshed the affection held for early relationships.’

M. H. Tathra, NSW.
A Saucepan in the Sky

‘I absolutely enjoyed your book and couldn’t put it down. I had so many laughs along the way.’ 

J.J. Mt. Isa, Qld.
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‘An absolutely delightful read…fascinating.’

Sally Loane, ABC Radio
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‘Never a dull moment.’

50 something
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‘So much of it seemed very familiar to my own struggles and wow moments.’

A. A. Devon, UK.
A Saucepan in the Sky

‘I particularly empathised with the days which for no reason at all become mood days and that thing about times where nothing “happens”.’

M.T. Glebe, NSW.
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‘Your book has helped me understand the men in my life so much more… and recognise the enormous value of parenting and mentoring the unique nature of boys.’

C.S. Pymble, NSW.
A Saucepan in the Sky

‘Comic and loving…the reader is hooked from the beginning. You’ll want to raise your glass to Brian and his gang of relatives.'

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‘An absolutely delightful read from beginning to end. Funny, moving, insightful – and your authorial voice instantly appealed to me.’

K.P. St. Leonards, NSW.
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‘I’m definitely going to be reading your book over and over because as well as the history behind it there are the constant stories of mischief and humour.’

G.P. Healesville, Vic.
A Saucepan in the Sky
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